Boooo,,,hi hi..erm..i have got a msg sent from JIa Zhi..She wants to tell u all that she is not able to blog for a while cos her computer got something wrong..so yah..tts the main point.yuppz//so everyone..pray for her tt she will be able to get a computer real soonn....hee..okok..erm..walk walk run run swim swim cycle cycle...all dae long..hee..that rhymes..kinda lame but i m juz too bored yah??hmm..yeah...no more trg for this mth till exam ends..haha..ok..see u all next time!

Hi...i m here to invade the bloggie..wohooo...guess who i m>>>??haha..hmm..The chicken wing smells nice..u get the clue redi.?haha/..erm..trg sux lar..sumtimes yah..haha.erm..veri sian now..So here i m peeking at ya..haha..ok ok..take care ppl!!

MY HAPPY ENDING

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be


You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending


You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be


You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done


He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were ment to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending


You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending


found tis song actually q niceee.. aft hearing it lyk 74614628 tyms on e radio. hahahs. n i jus realised how retarded my last entry was. hahaha o wels. hmms i did my PFT today. surprising..? it was to meeee. i was lyk "HUHH SURE NT???" was lyk totally unexpected n... unexpected. bleahss. al i can say was i did badly ): realised im bcumin too unhealthy.. cos no trg n al. trgs has it advantages n disadvantages laa. haaa. nvm shal jus try harder next tym. nw tts looking on e bright side jiazhiii!!!! ((: hahahs. ;p


*how can i make [you] as my friend, as each time i would want [you] more?


//*depressed. )):

sometimes when i sit down n think abt stuff.. i just just start asking myself.. why has everything come to this? was it because of my confused reaction or was it just part of my imagination? too frustrated till sometimes emotions just cannot be controlled. was it because of i was too naive? my mind just keeps telling me that e consequences that i am facing now is because of my actions. do i still like [you] ? or is it jus me taking [you] as my good buddy like the way i did in the past? it lingers in my mind real badly ): maybe its better if we can still stay on as friends, but there is still some awkwardity between us. or should we just continue with it? but the problem is that i don't know what are [you] thinking now.. really f***ed up n confused now.. like what's the problem with me?? causing so much trouble for myself and end up not knowing what to do. -sighh- and the exams are coming. real fast. like im SO prepared for it. important year and i know i cannot afford to do badly. think i should just leave this aside and concentrate on my studies :/

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yayyyy!! hahahahs. -claps n luffs retardedlyy. ((: im haaapppeehh. pSsT. ms pudding wun get her toy back!! *hints² hahahaha. dun mind meee. heees. i pass my lit lehs poKk partnr!! haaa. but thers more tests cumin up ): tis piece of news is soo saddening when i heard it. -sore eyes. that means i hafta studyyy moreeee..!!! tis is soo bad!! im sleeeppehh! eye lids alert!! its gonna b closed soon!! tireeedddded. really cant wait fer e end of yr!! wher i can meeet up w all my frenss agn n hv funnn til i go ~goooonnggggg..!!! hahahah. n b a gd citizen. to volunteer to help e needy by doing flag day. (: n to join dancing lessons. ((: snds fun!! i loveeee it!!! OoO our class hadda extreme - makeover..!! sooo nice e board is nw filled w my handwriting..!! so honoured!! hahaha. +b my plaesure. n i lovee e olympics!! wayy cool! i supports gyms!! -claps, luffs n scream retardedlyy. :D im highhh. WAY highhh. SUPER highhh. wahahahah. XD TOO highhh!!!!! an alien in e fridge..??? hmmms.. no link lehhs. *scratches head. hahahs o wel... "-_.-" -its gotta mole!! -points to e black mole on e faceee. wna hv a moviemania sumday.. ):


Every now and then, i wish it were then instead of now. )):

the trouble with love

Love can be a many splendid things
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind
It'll fool ya every time

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See you've got no say at all

Now I was once a fool it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

Chorus

Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keep callin'
And I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
The sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

hahahs. din tink dat i was able to survive yest activities. haaaa. tho it was tedious.. but i sure njoyed myself. yups. (: but i hv to wake up soo early in e morn.. kinda spoils my mood. o wels, tot dat flag day wld b sucha bore.. but guess i was kinda wrong. hahah hey it ryhmes!! ;) haaa it was q funn actually. heees. we wen ta j8. but e first ting we did was to hv our breakfast at macs!! hahahs slackers..!! :D ltr we headed off. pamela n i wen to e mrt station to ask fer donations. reenaa n vana wen further dwn while mich n nat wen to da bus stop to ask. wahh i tink e stickers r being recycled!! it cant stick fer nuttss! o gosh jus a gust of wind n u'll find allll e stickers on e floor!! so irritatin! den meee n pamela was lyk.. aiya heckk lahh. ahhaha. so wen we left e place was full of stickers..! heeeees. ltr we wen to take neos too (: yayy! den my poKk partnr (phebeee) n germs came dwn to donate!! hahah. thnxx. but we were leaving so cldnt really talk n al.. haha. stuupid poKk partnr donated 10 cents only kaes. ): hahah germs donated MORE!! hahah. +b anws we headed bac n mich nat n i wan fer combine trg.
we were lyk damn early laas. we r oways e earlybirds anw. hahah. den we were damn tired so we jus lazed ard.. lyin on our bags n listening to musicc. hahs. den slowly ppl came. but guess wad? e coach was lyk nt even here..!! in e end we played full-court bball instead. hahah so fun ;) heh. we were self trg!! so guai. hahahs. wen bac fer sch trg ltr. no fun man i swear when it cums to sch trg. stuuupid coach. ill ignore her. hmmpfs. she jus lyk ppl to hate her. >:( wen hme w pamela. was funn. hahahs. thnx pam!! luvvya babee. ((:


how could an angel break my heart? why didnt shehe catch my falling star? i wished i didn't wish so hard. maybe i wished our love apart.

yay!! todaey's fri. wkends r nearrr!! :D ahaaa. hmms tho thers lyk only 3 days of sch tis wk but it stil seemed lyk a LONGGG 5 days!! so saddening. o jus realised dat our exams wil b cumin REAL soon.. lyk 2 more mths n everything wil b over.. ohh nooo!! -screams!! im really scared.. streaming tis yr.


we come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.



HMM. sch has been q fun lately. NT bcos of e teachas or anythin abt hw but those frens hu really hv a sense of humour n cheering u up when u r really dwn n moody. hahahs. i cant blieve dat i actually said dat -points to those beautiful meaningful words. haaa. but yepps. my frens did manage to do dat to brighten up my day in sch.. when i was coughing NON-STOP fer lyk most of e lessons.. cough sux ): being sick isnt nice. i swear. tho u get to skip sch n stuff but stil it stinks. -finds fer a clothing peg. wen to da doc redy BUT it doesnt seem to help at al. aw it does is to make mee drowsy n den i fall aslp n e next morn it starts ALL over agn. -sighhs. hope i can get wel soon. -prays hard. its gona b a loonggg loongg day tmr mann. ocuuuupied fer lyk morn 630 to lyk wad?? 630 in e evening?? -fainting. its gona b a LONNG day!! -gives myself a pat on my shoulder. gd luck!! gosh, my wkends r nv freeeee)):


people who needs love the most are those which needs it the least.


shal jus summarise on everything dat has been happening in sch lately. k seriously i really tink dat almost al my classmates r gg craaaazyy!! hahaha our jokes can b REAL LAME!! =p no offence but ya. but DAT doesnt include meee cos i dun tel jokes. haaa. +b lyk when in class we wna sabo each other den jamie wil go "EHHH NOELLE WAD R U EATING AHH??" n ill start bursting out real loud. cos its really farni. n we wil do al kinds of lame stuff jus to pass tym. today during PE we played truth or dare.. n was jus S-I-M-P-L-Y H-I-L-A-R-I-O-U-S!! =DD o gosh!! its lyk erm.. cheryl hafta go to myy cousin n sae "ermm i tink u r v preeetehh" n hugg her!! hahahha. she said those words lahh but DIN hug her. nw my cousin tinks tt cheryl has a crush on her.. haaaaaaaa. -luffs REAL LOUDLY. hmm cnt sae jamie's dare or else if sumone reads it we'll die!! hahah. o n guess wad was MY dare? i chose double dare n steff kna.. n we had to tok to e poles REAL LOUDLY!! so maluated can. -hides face. i as practically toking to sum stick dat obviously cnt hear meee. n my "ILOVEU!!" sure attracted LOTS of attention mann. o gaaaaawd. -blushes. BUT it was really fun.. prob e last tym 2/7 wil play lyk tis agn.. i dun wna seperate w my frens!! )):
o ya on thurs rite ther was tis singer.. dunoo hu e hell is he laa k. some stuuupid ex-monk hu turned out to b a singer. Daniel zhang i tink.. ya. his songs r SOO boring.. xcept fer sum which makes sense.. n ½ e tym we dun even noe wad e hell he was singing.. hahah n e best part was when we din even noe dat he was actually dancing!! mee n thoma was lyk saein "huhh?" fer tt past hr k.. so irritating.. den he said "wo ke yi qu hou mian wo shou mah?" (eng : can i go to e bac n shake hands?) den meee n thoma was lyk "NOOO!!!" lyk over MY dead body. -pukes. hes sucha.. acbc guy. yucks lyk HU wld lyk him.. but weird.. my frens lyk him. -scratches head n looks away. yupp dat was basically e 'major' ting dat happen in sch tis week.
OHHH NOOO!! tmrs a bigggg dayy!! )): gona b damn tired tmr. i dislyk it. -pooouuuutss. lyk flag day?? erm.. dots. got nth beta else to do ahhs? im sucha bz person kaes.. haaa. o shit im startin to crapp.
o n hu watched spore idol on wed. e banana watermelon guy? hahahs i noe his lyrics.. "riiinng³ riiiiiinnnggggggg banana foneee.." hahaha i found it SOO HILARIOUS k.. wel nt onli meee but i tink practically everyone hu watched it.. n dat lemon tree guy. e spore version of william hung. ahaaa. dat wad he called himself. wads wrong w tis ppl? getting criticised on public national television!! +p hahahs.


love one another and be happy. it is as simple and difficult as that.

*germs r attacking meeee!!! -screams n runns awayy. HELPP!!! IM SICKK!! gReAt. o gosh, jus hate tis sh*t feeling. got lots of bad bacteria attackin meee. hmmpfs. y of al tyms mus i get sick nws?? bleahs. at first i tot it wasnt dat bad but if coughing soo badly til u throw up e food dat u ate.. is it disgustin or wad? -holds nose w a clothing peg. it jus stinks. hope e bacteria wil jus leavee meee. i noe im too love-a-ble but.. jus stay away. bloody hell coughing n sneezing every hr n min of my life. makin meee take medicine which taste lyk e ultimate BLARRR!! but i can get to sleep n rest more.. (: ahaaa. a tym to slack. +b


losing grip..


schs startin agn aft dat national wkend[dats wad i cal it].;)it was funn during those tyms.((: nws e tym to concentrate on my studies n be a guaikia agn..): so boring. haii how boring can life get man? did nth much todae.. o wels, o btw nw i tink phy is q interesting.. hahahs. ;)


im letting it slip.


jus asking myself, mus sumbody b at our side oways.. to help us feel accomplished n successful.. by bein loved by dat sumbody? wad abt those big businessmen hu r bachelors? e single women hu carved out their career al by their own? i lack e sumtink dat they al hv.): n i really tink i need it. to b independent.


HAPPY BELATED BURFFDAE LYNETTE!!! ((:
a BIGGG bdae msg fer u to let u noe dat ure nt forgotten!! luvvya sweetiee!! -huggs-

HAPPY NATIONAL DAYY!!!(((=


i love [[YOU]].

kkkkk!! o gawd lotsa stuff r happenin rite nw! too many events! so i hv to do lots of typin here! hahahs. -cracks knuckles. ok here goes:

shal tok abt yest. it was BORIN. parctically did nth laas. wad a way to start e wkends =/ ANWS i watched 'SUPERSIZE MEE' at nite.. was lyk a documentary tinge or stuff. yupps its so frightening.. gosh i din noe tt eatin macs fer a whole mth cld actually cause death?? hmm.. mayb it can. hahahs. aft tt i had absolutely no appetite to eat. tink im nt gona touch macs fer a whole mth!! hahahah. lyk seriously. cldnt slp last nite.. was tinkin of lots of stuff. yupp. e best hobby of mine ((= wel, its e stonin but sure nt e stuff im tinkin abt! +b hahahs. played tic tac toe w mich online. was funn. haha cos we practically had nth to do. hahaha. how lame can we get?haaaaaa. chatted w pet online too.yeas.

as soon as forever is through..

todae was MUCH beta. was kinda packed up. yupp. waked up soo early in e morn! lyk 10?? HMM. mayb its early fer mee but late fer some ppl. hahaha (: wel, im e wel known PiG when it cums to slpin.. ANWS im gg out ltr. yay! =) watched tv n lazed on da sofa.
met jaz n ali at somerset. i was PUNCTUAL. -claps hand fer mee! hahah dats lyk once in a blue moon! ahaaa. whoa both looked xtra preetehh todae. includin meee!! heeees. xb wen ta pasta ta eat. toked alot! hahah. met jeannie(e kuku partner) n guan. o n met isabelle n felicia too. bought halter bras. ahhaa me n ali 'xchanged' presents. she got for mee e light blue n blue bra. i got her e black n red bra.*sexyyyae! hahha. took neos too. we walked e whole of cine n heeren. we were bored lahh. sat dwn cos we were tired n bitched tok summore. hahah. yupps.
wen ta meet my mum ltr. i forced her out. haaa. x) they wen ta eat. i wasnt hun-ge-ry. ltr wen bac to heern to buy necklace! SOOO nicee!! i like!!((= im HAPPAEEE! bought a new ROXY pencilbox too.:))) wahahahah. -spoiled brat- hahah but i cnt get anythin else fer my bdae present anymore.=( but nvm my FrEnS shal get em fer mee!! *hints bigg tym! ahahah. a day i spent so wunderfully w my mum. missed those tyms. e feelins grrreaatt! saw lotsa stuff. includin' sumbody which i knew but cldnt sae hi cos my mum was dere.. so im saein "HI!!" nw. [u noe hu u r rites.] hahah yupp. shoppin shoppin walkin ard lookin at lots of preeetyyy stuff but i need to save mny to buy 'em.. which wil take mee a million yrs cos i nv save mny. hahah. =p a fun-filled day which ill treasure cos i dunoo when wil e next tym b. yepps. o ya we missed e bus when we wna go hme n guess wad? we walked al e way to e NEXT bus stop.. hahah k nt walk but we brisked-walked ther. n we actually made it. but partly cos ther was a jam too. hahaha. tired tired nw n i tink ill b playin tic tac toe w mich agn!! hahahaas.

ill be over [[YOU]].

HAPPYY BURFDAEE ALICIA N GRACE!!!

something abt [[YOU]]

I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see [[YOU]]
I don't know where to dig in
I don't know how to get in there
to feel [[YOU]]

It's been to long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been to long and I'm in time

Baby there's something about [[YOU]] that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about [[YOU]] that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

I never thought I would win
I never thought much about that.(it's been a long time coming)
I never stopped to begin
Thinking about the process.(it's been a long time coming)

It's been to long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been to long and I'm in time

Baby there's something about [[YOU]] that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about [[YOU]] that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see [[YOU]]

Baby there's something about [[YOU]] that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about [[YOU]] that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

It's been a long time coming
I'm going to hold on to that

And I'm going to be there
be there alright


OMG i loveee tis song!! =)) heeees. beautiful huh? jus reminds mee of stuff. yupps. finally found da lyrics!! yipee!! -jumps ard. hahahs.

wahhs full. -burpps. hahahs. todae learnt abt sumtink bad. shal nt mention. o gosh ppl DO chnge. do not judge a bk by its cover. MYY phrase for e day. some ppl r jus plain evil bad when it cums to tis kinda tings. ya in class todae.. i tinnk i had practically mood swings. ahhha. was damn pissed mayb bfore recess.. but aft tt wen duperr highhhhhh. wahahahahaa. xDD din had e mood to attend sch. schs sucha bore. i wlnt cum to sch if ther wasnt mah frenns. =)) theyre niceeee. wel , mayb sum. hahahs. o ya noelles an irritatin ass sittin in frnt of mee hu luvs to irritate mee in class by drawin her ugly nt bad smiley faces on my TABLE!!! ehh isnt tt called VANDALISM?? -stares at noelle. ahahhs. but nvm.. shes jus tryin to copy MY smiley facee. n cos shes jealous dat mine is nicer den hers shes jus drawin more on my table to spite mee.. but noel!! a facts a fact! so dun try too hard!! ahahah. +b jamie is too irritatin!! she pulls my BEAUTIFUL hair when i jus tied it up.. but wad was e funn part was when ms liem caught her tryin to pull noels hair n al those words tt ms liem saes jus makes jamie -mute-. hahahs. o n i was irritatin her by saein 3 WORDS al over agn.

jamie stop it.

stop it jamie.

stop jamie it.

it stop jamie.

jamie it stop.

it jamie stop.

i repeated those words lyk a MILLION tyms n of cos, she got irritated. but she irritated mee too so tit fer tat!! HAHAHAAHAH. n char!!!! wad did u jus do?!?! im feelin so maluated!! -hides face! ahhhhhh. my lifes endin. jus TOTALLY lost my face. ehh NOEL!! u wun get to c e sun tmr i SWEAR!! u shal hv ur retribution!! EVERYBODEEE!! noelle loves *** LOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAH. xb

frenship is a single soul dwellin in two bodies.

life is so depressin nowadays.. ppl here ther r feelin damn fucked up n pissed. sum deprived n sum being misunderstood accused cos dey dun lyk tt person.. n has changed tt person's life TOTALLY. n those ppl tt r tryin to criticise her pls stop it. i bet she din do anythin to offend u or sumtink rite. she was jus a hapee gal tt was livin w us but i tink i wil b no more. im gona mis those days i was crappin w her n stuff n hope tt e misunderstandin accusatn wil cum to light soon tt she was REALLY innocent.

i dun make [[you]] feel special..

my , wad has my life been up to? probs n more probs bein left ther n nt able to b resolved cos e rest of 'em arent resolved yet.. life has been so screwed up recently. today had a scoldin frm a teacher n ya. kinda got me into tinkin.. is tis how im suppose to lead my life? im jus a nobody in tis world.. but y is ppl carin abt me n wantin e best frm me? my frens hu r ther to cheer me up.. to listen to my probs n to b ther fer me whenevr i need 'em.. but i cant do e same for 'em.. i dunoo y. ive been into lots of tinkin nowadays n hv been jus stonin away. wastin my tym doin NTH. nv jugde a bk by its cover AGN. i was such a fool.*roars. to blieve u n got tricked. BITCH.

i jus wan to let [[you]] noe dat u r special.

Looking at the pages of my life
Faded memories of me and [[you]]
Mistakes you know I've made a few
I took some shots and fell from time to time
Baby, [[you]] were there to pull me through
We've been around the block a time or two
I'm gonna lay it on the line
Ask me how we've come this far
The answer is written in my eyes

Every time I look at [[you]], baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want [[you]] more
I dont wanna sleep tonight, dreamin is just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin to
I'm all about lovin [[you]]

I've lived, I've loved, I've lost, I've paid some dues, baby
We've been to hell and back again
Through it all [[you]] are always my best friend
For all the words I didnt say and all the things I didnt do
Tonight I'm gonna find a way

Every time I look at [[you]], baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want [[you]] more
I dont wanna sleep tonight, dreaming is just a waste of time
When I look at what my lifes been comin to
Im all about lovin [[you]]
[[You]] can take this world away
[[You've]] everything I am
Just read the lines on my face
I'm all about lovin [[you]]
every time I look at [[you]], baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want [[you]] more
I dont wanna sleep tonight, dreaming just a waste of time
When I look at what my lifes been comin to
I'm all about lovin [[you]]All about lovin?[[you]]

todaes my free day so umm.. dcided to blog. hahahs. k my past few days was so screwed up n ya. i WAS moody. had trg on mon. omost died. shes a REAL killerpsycho. i mean.. she was really torturin us. so freakin pissed w her. tink shes gona start on physical trg tis mth. dunoo whether i can survive.=/
tues was q screwed too. had tis supaa BORIN lesson first ting in e morn which totally ruined e whole day. n half e tym she is lyk tokin to herself n stuff. had tuition in e evenin. was damn tired by den.. n we din even do a sum.. oOps.=X
todae is stil nt changin. tis is really killin mee. dunoo hw long wil i survive in tis cruel harsh world. mayb nt fer long. really cant wait fer e wkends to brightn mee up n guess ill b fine by den. yupps. n thnx to my frens too hu r ther to brightn up my day! =))

ill nv forget wad u did to me..


stress is really killin mee nowadays. ive screwed up al my CAs so far n im hvin tis feelin dat ill continue too. tis makes me feel pissed at myself n i really hate it. arghhxx.-pulls hair. lucky deres oways a hol to brightn me up but ill b bac to my moody days when i cum bac to sch. dcided dat i hv to work hard to buck up but den.. ill hv to c whether i hv e DISCIPLINE to do tt. o gosh i hate tis.

but ill nv let u noe tt i rmb.

i guess ppl r really changin nowadays n we jus hv to keep up w 'em too. yupp. anw its a parcel of life n we hv to respect their dcision too. lookin more to e positive sides sure finds many other reasons of y u shldnt b sad but happy over it. so y dun i jus look on e brite side instead of ponderin abt it? yepps. so glad i tot it thru.=D i tink. hahahs.

scars r souveniurs tt ull nv lose.